Ana who. That’s right! Ana fucking who. I’m winning. I’m beating this. I’m determined. I’ve stuck to my meal plan. I’ve eaten when I’m hungry. I’ve eaten what I wanted and fancied instead of what ana wants. And I’m winning.
Yes I’m terrified of Friday and my weigh in and review. But I’m doing this. Yes I’m terrified of going up a clothes size but I know I need to. Yes I’m terrified my thigh gap will disappear and my stomach will bulge out. But I’m battling this and I’m winning.
Ana was strong today. So strong. She called me fat. Called me obese. Called me ugly. A fraud. A pathetic excuse of a human being. But I ignored her. I ploughed on. I ate. I cooked. And I ate again. I’m winning this. I will beat her. I will defeat her. I will and I can. .
YAAASSSS you go girl! xx
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Awesome, Glad you are winning. Wish i could come and cook with you and help out. Hope you have a good day and that your weigh in on Friday goes well. You can call me if you want, i’d love to have someone to talk to. Take care anyway.
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Way to go! Proud of you…
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Way yo go. I know what it feels like to have a eating disorder (if that is what you call it) I use to be 98 pounds I am know 140 and haven’t looked back, that was 3 years ago! you can do this!
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Woohoo!!!
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Hell yeah!! Well done!
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good job! I’m proud . If you want, we can find a way to talk. I’d love to help if you need it and the extra support! <3<3<3<3<3
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Thank you!!
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