I’m really not good. I can’t stop crying. I’ve stopped taking my meds. There making me feel sick. I miss my ex. I miss my old life. I can’t stop Feeling hungry. I can’t stopPicking at food. I feel fat. I am Fat. I’m alone. I’m lost. Im Hurt im upset. I’m failing at anorexia. I keep eating. Keep picking at food. Keep feeling hungry. I’m doing 100 sit ups a day. I’m sucking in my stomach. Im a mess. I want to die. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. I want everything to be over.