So as I write this I’m sitting in the pub on my own. All dressed up. All made up. But on my own. My friend let me down but I wanted to drink. So I sit here alone feeling more alone than I’ve ever felt before. I’ll only last half an hour then walk home. My parents think I’mWith my friend. I couldn’t tell them I was going out alone. I’m lonely. So very very lonely it hurts. I’m pathetic. I really am. 

4 thoughts on “Alone 

  1. Give yourself a break. You have to find a way to be nicer to yourself. Dont let the drink be your only outlet. Try trick the brain by having water instead?
    Im in Essex/east london where abouts are you? Consider AA meetings try anything but the norm. Do it for yourself


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