Oops 

Oops. So I’ve been drinking! By myself. In my room. Not good I know. But I needed it! I was craving it. The buzz of feeling tipsy. The buzz of feeling free. I needed to feel it. I longed for it. It makes everything seem better. It makes ana go quiet. It makes me feel better about myself. Until the come down. It keeps me company. It lifts my mood. It brightens everything. Until I stop and sober up then everything is back to reality. The state of my life becomes clear. The lonliness hits home. So insatead of sobering up I intend on drinking more. I may even end up In The pub alone tonight 

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