Soulmates????

Is there such a thing a soulmates? Is there such a thing as the “one” I don’t know. I don’t know what to Beleive. I believe I had found my soulmate. The one person on the world who got me but that wasn’t the case. It was a toxic relationship. It needed to end. Not all was as it seemed. But what does this mean. That there’s someone else out there for me or that I’m destined to be alone. Will I ever click with some one again. Will I ever felt what I felt again. I’m sitting here wondering about life. Wondering about many things. I have so much love to give I just want someone to give it to and for them to give it back to me. What’s so wrong with me that no one wants me. Had I found the one and now that means I’m destined to be alone forever. How’s it work? What’s next? Will there be someone else? Sometimes. Most of the times. I wish I had a crystal ball and could see if this “life”is worse living. Next week I have my first course of ect. It terrifies me. And can give short term memory lose. Part of me wishes it gave long term memory lose. Or electricuted my brain that it re started and made me a different person. As there is clearly something so wrong with the person I am now 

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