I spend my life hating myself and now I’m hating myself even more. I let them win. I always do. I always let people win. I’m weak. Not string. I’m a pathetic excuse of a human being. I stooped to there level and I shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have caved but I did. Just shows how weak I am. I won’t do it again. I won’t cave I won’t give them the satisfaction. I will rise above them. I will prove I can live without them. I will prove I’m bigger than them. I will. I will. I will.