So I hate my belly I don’t shower because of it. Don’t look in mirrors. And keep my eyes closed whilst getting dressed.
I was told to take pictures of myself as photos show me what I actually look like instead of the distaution that the mirror says.
So this morning I took picture. Back front and side. And my word I’ve put in sooooooo much weight. I instantly compared these pictures to the Ines I previously took before my first admission. And wow! I look totally different. I’ve got a massive belly. It bulges out. I look fat. I look like I shouldn’t be here I look like I don’t need this place. I don’t need to be in hospital. I look like I need to go on a diet!