Craving. 

Craving sweets. But I refused. 

Still craving sweets. Still I refuse. 

Can’t sleep. Can’t stop thinking about sweets. Still refusing. 

Still can’t sleep. Still craving sweets. 

I caved. I had two sweets. Two sweets and now I want to cry  

I feel instantly fat. Instantly bigger. Instantly guilty. Instantly more hideous. Instantly ashamed. 

After two sweets. 

What has happened to me. 

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