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I can’t even get anything out of my brain to write down it’s so packed full, muddled up, confused , working over time, broken. It never switches off and I just want it all to stop. For a minute, for 2, forever long I just need it to stop. 

It’s only Monday and so many things going on already.  This week is going to be a rubbish week. I just want to run away. Or close my eyes to never open them again. I don’t know what I want. That’s the worst. I don’t know what’s wrong, it’s is many things. The worst thing is just not knowing. When someone says what’s wrong. And you simply reply ” I don’t know” 

I feel like I’m being pulled in all directions, my mind, my heart, my past, my present, every aspect of life is pulling me in a different direction. And soon it will break me